Wednesday, January 13, 2010
been so lazy .. tt i put lesser mascara nowadays .. bt stil gt pl say i put v thick mascara la .. lolx . anw .. sales is damn bad .. dunno y .. haiz .. i @ d last position sia .. ARGH ..!!! & i gonna off tiz comin fri til next mon .. den aft .. dunno y my supervisor pu me off so many days .. & yet my target is stil tt high .. !!! Fuck it .. tink i gonna eat grass next mth liao .. haiz .. nw is only mid of the mth .. & i can left w less dan 1oobucks w me .. idk hw m i gg to survive til end mth lor .. & somemore .. i get 1.7k last mth leix .. i rili dunno whr i spend money lor .. lolx .. food izzit .. ? haiz . i tin ki rili gonna stop spend & spendin le la .. & oso eat lesser la .. everytime go those restaurant or wadeva to eat .. ARGH .. !!! BANG WALL PLS .. !!! anw .. i gana CHEATED AGAIN .. !!! FRM TT GUY .. !!! KNN .. !!! haiz .. im nt angry .. i jux feel sad .. & heartbroken .. y he lie to me again & again .. haiz .. i rili wanna get a long break .. slp @ hm .. pack my things .. cny is comin .. bt im nt excited abt it .. its jux a normal day to me .. bt i rili hope tt i can go back my m'sia hometown & celebrate cny .. spore cny majiam a GHOST CITY lor .. so quite every whr .. Y Y Y .. ? & i tink . relative ll jux come to my hse .. watch tv .. chit chat .. thy play poker .. i jux sit beside & see only .. i jux hope tt .. thr ll b shoppin centre for my to walk lor .. tink BHG open on 1st day of cny .. aft 5.30pm .. haha .. great .. tink i ll jux go thr & walk ba .. rather dan stay @ hm .. prefer my m'sia relative more .. & i miss my grandmama .. haiz .. & nw .. idk hw can i tahan til & nite 9.3opm .. I STIL HAVEN OPEN BILL .. !!! tink i gonna eat KOSONG 2day .. ITS JUX ANOTHER MEANINGLESS day .. haiz .. y .. ? 2010 .. ? so bad .. ? so so so bad .. argh .. !!!
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